To the days we believed we could fly.
One of the things I got to do today on my way home was I got to walk the halls of my old elementary school and as I did I remembered and missed so much.
The giggles we muffled in the library. The tears we wiped in the principle’s office. The heavy breathing as we ran through the old playground equipment while playing cops and robbers.
The days we hid in the arts room from the teachers and principal. The rainy days we spent inside playing slapjack or just playing around. How everything was so beautiful and simple. What a world. There were no tricks or surprises. No pain. Just happiness of childhood.
Just glue sticks and paper maches. Just studying about ancient Egypt or painting life size mummy’s. Just awkwardly exciting school dances. Just friday nights wasted at the pool. Nights that ended up being the best of our lives. The games of truth or dare. The friendships. The prank calls to dominos pizza or the hockey games on Saturdays. The ice rink.
Those were the days. Those were OUR days.
Today I got to school late.
Today I wrote letters.
Today I saw footloose.
Today I laughed.
Today I felt lucky to be alive.
Today I remembered.
Today I remembered how good life can, with absolutely no reasons at all.
Today, I had the best sushi of my life.
Today I sang. Today I danced.
Today I felt you looking back into my eyes.
Today I felt the joy radiating from your smile.
Today I understood.
Today I lived.
Today I was grateful.
Today I spent time with amazing friends.
Today I whistled in tune to the melody of my life.
What an amazing day. What an amazing life.
I promise myself…
To be so strong that nothing can disturb my peace of mind.
To talk health, happiness, and prosperity to every person I meet.
To make all my friends feel that there is something worthwhile in them.
To look at the sunny side of everything and make my optimism come true.
To only think of the best, to work only for the best and to expect only the best.
To be just as enthusiastic about the success of others as I am about my own.
To forget the mistakes of the past and press on to the greater achievements of the future.
To wear a cheerful expression at all times and give a smile to every living creature I meet.
To give so much time to improving myself that I have no time to criticize others.
To be too large for worry, too noble for anger, too strong for fear, and too happy to permit the presence of trouble.
To think well of myself and to proclaim this fact to the world, not in loud words, but in great deeds.
To live in faith that the whole world is on my side, so long as I am true to the best that is in me.
Every week I’m working on one of these things.
Whattt an amazingly perfect day.
Got to spend some time with my favourite girl.
Got a lot of IB work done. Seriously on schedule for the first time but that’s just cuz I have literally every second of my day mapped out on google calendars on a shared account with my friend and we both keep calling each other to stop procrastination.
Hottest guys ever. Need I say more. I swear I’ll be dating one of them in no time. Perfection.
Just happy for a lot of reasons but almost no reason at all at the same time. It feels good to be backk
Goood Morning World!!
Yes it’s still morning for another 2 minutes! Nothing like 11 hours of sleep to recharge your batteries. Whatta perfect way to start October. :) Now I’ll spend the rest of my day freaking out about the guy I get to see today <3 <3 <3
tooo much happened
i don’t even know where to start.
well i guess with the intense pile of homework that came with IB.
it’s only september and i’m already coming home on fridays to read history books. I literally have a stack 2 feet high of book I must read. but thankgod i got an extension on my essay so i’m okay for now. and then there’s the chem but i’m getting help from peeps so it’s okayy
i’m already cracking under pressureeee. it’s no good.
anywhos. Pro-d day, went with my friend to her classes at her uni which were tons of fun cuz she legit takes the most interesting classes but then i had to come home and take a walk with my friend who’s been in and out of the hospital for depression and stuff and she has no friends so like i feel really obligated to take care of her and stuff.
and of course all my non-IB friends are yelling at me about never seeing me. but that’s cool…. cuz i’m just chilling here everynight till like 4 am studying… and it’s only september.
ohhh my godddd. mr. hottiee. he’s just beautiful. fun week with that. but my friends are all putting hardcore pressure on me to get close to him, because their game depends on what i do which is shit but whatevs. i’m in love with this guy.
tomorrow i’m going over to this guy’s house and he’s like…. FJDKJFKFIEWAJKFMDJFKLAJKFLJLJKAJFLAKJF. perfect. he’s like 2 years older than me and just starting uni and he’s like perfect. i cannot wait. stoked.
gotta look perfectly gorgeous for him.
and i got to see my babygirl today! she’s growing up so fast it kills me!!
OH! and i started watching modern family…. it’s HILARIOUS!! i love it.
OH ALSO! i ate two big macs and a large fries today. and i enjoyed every second. pretty proud, i have to say.
ahhhhhhh! so it’s been a goooooooooooooood week.
still gotta read a graphic novel and 7 extended essays and 13 thick history books and write a chem lab and get better at french and SHIT STUDY FOR PHYSICS and do all my math homework…. ALL BY MONDAY!
that is all.
Just one of those moods where everything makes me grin from ear to ear
Don’t mind me. I’ll just be here drowning in happiness and joy and perfection and happiness.
Have I mentioned happiness.
I no longer have a heart for you to break.
And I no longer have a life for you to ruin.